Some father you are! August 11, 2008Posted by texasheartland in family, Friends, life, love, random, rant, thoughts, vent.
Tags: angry, dad, daddy, family, father, love, rant, sad, vent, warning
This is a rant and a vent. Just a warning.
This all started last night. Me, Manders, and Mom were talking about our Dad before bed. It’s not usually a good topic but we were annoyed with him. Things my mom revealed about what he said in the past shocked me beyond belief! Before we were 18 and they had a fight, my dad actually said “I’m going to find a lawyer and take those girls from you. You’re an unfit mother and I can prove it.”. What?! Other things she mentioned made me see him in a new light.
Another incident really upset me. My mom was telling him about the letter “E” wrote, and all my dad said was “Yeah, okay.”. Yeah, okay?!?! How would he like it if the same had happened to him? Would he have a different perspective?
I know my father loves us, but I don’t know if he cares about us. The day I went to the hospital, he came home and just asked how my day was. I know he was told because when Mom got home, she asked me how I was feeling. My dad never did ask how I felt ever since then. I don’t know. I feel like I’ve had more of a “father” than a Dad. I feel like I’ve lost out on the bonding a daughter and father have their first few years.
On a lighter note, if you ever get tired of reading my blog, head over to my twin’s blog (http://mandersmusings.wordpress.com/) to read some more crazy shit.